Well tomorrow is a big day. I really hope I made the right decision. I’m so scared, I been crying all of last week and right now. I really wish I could change this, go back in time but I can’t and now I have to face the consequence. I learned a lot and I know next time I will be way smarter. People will judge me for my decision, but if only they would understand why I’m doing this. Half of me is saying “its okay to be okay” but the other half is saying “its not the right decision” not sure which one to listen. My heart or my brain. I’m so confused. Wish my I had my momma next to me it would make it easier. I can’t even think right now. I should try to get some rest….
Oh God, please help me with this.